I 'm Not Good as New
Glynnis Whitwer

"He has blinded their eyes and deadened their hearts, so they can neither see with their eyes, nor understand with their hearts, nor turn—and I would heal them." John 12:40 (NIV)

Years ago, I decided to save money and learn how to cut men's hair. With four males in my home, I figured electric clippers were a good investment. They were. After a few "oops" and "uh-ohs," I got the hang of it and have been cutting their hair ever since.

Recently, after finishing a trim, I dropped the clippers on the floor, knocking the blades from the holder. A quick examination revealed a very small piece of plastic had been chipped away. But the blades seemed to fit on fine, so I cleaned up the mess, brushed the clippers, and stored them in their box. Good as new, I thought.

Time for the next haircut arrived, and I retrieved the clippers from their box. I put the cape around my son's shoulders, snapped on the correct guide and proceeded to turn on the clippers. However, instead of hearing the normal electric purr, we heard a metallic grating. Apparently, that broken piece of plastic was actually important. Without it, the clippers didn't work right.

As I considered that incident, I realized many of us are like those clippers. At one time we have fallen emotionally. We've been hurt, betrayed, left out, overlooked. We carry scars from past relationships, jobs and bad choices. Most of us have been trained to pick ourselves back up and move on. We've been conditioned to put on a smile and pretend we aren't broken. The problem is most things that are broken don't fix themselves, and they don't work right until they are.

In the month between haircuts, that piece of plastic never jumped back on the clippers. Likewise, a leaking faucet doesn't just stop leaking one day. Buttons don't sew themselves back on. In every instance where something is broken, I've had to attend to it with care.

Sadly, I see many people walking around broken, pretending they are okay. Instead of acknowledging hurt and seeking healing from the One who can give it, they ignore it. Instead of seeking professional help when needed, they bury the pain, and hope it's deep enough to not bother them again. But the pain never really heals. It always pops up. And it affects current relationships and commitments when it does.

The truth is, none of us is as good as new. We are ALL broken in some way. We all have hurts we've buried and tried to move past. But that brokenness doesn't completely heal by itself. Thankfully, there is good news if you feel broken.

We serve a God who loves healing and wholeness. He knows it's painful to deal with past hurts. But He's willing to help. While we will never be "good as new" until heaven, we can be emotionally healed here on earth. Maybe we need to pick up our broken pieces, carry them in tender hands and present them to Jesus.

It may not be easy, and it will probably take time. But emotional healing is possible. After all, the One who conquered death, can certainly mend our brokenness.

Dear Lord, only You really know the depths of my pain and desperation. I've tried to hide it, even from You at times, but I won't any longer. Today I openly admit my pain and hurt, and ask You to heal me. Please give me wisdom to know other steps I need to take. Thank You for what You are going to do in me and through me. In Jesus' Name, Amen.

Related Resources:
Do You Know the Gentle Healer?

When Your Child is Hurting by Glynnis Whitwer. This book equips parents to help their children deal with everyday hurts in ways that prepare them for a healthy future.

Hidden Joy in a Dark Corner by Wendy Blight

Visit Glynnis’ blog if you’d like her to pray for you today

When a Woman Meets Jesus: Finding the Love Every Woman Longs For by Dorothy Valcarcel

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Application Steps:
If you have tried to cover up a hurt in your past, perhaps today is the day to bring it out of the darkness. Choose someone you trust, and let them know the burden you've been carrying. Then pray for God's direction and healing.

Why do so many women pretend they are okay, when in fact, they are suffering on the inside?

Read James 5:16 (below). What are important steps to receiving healing? (The Greek word for "healed" here is "iaomai," which has multiple meanings, not just physical healing.)

Power Verses:
James 5:16, "Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective." (NIV)

Malachi 4:2, "But for you who revere my name, the sun of righteousness will rise with healing in its wings. And you will go out and leap like calves released from the stall." (NIV)

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Blogger Cyndie said...

Wow! Powerful! God definately had a "hand" in your hand as you penned this explosively touching devotional!
Dear Lord,It is my prayer many will be touched as they read this today. Let them share with others who may be broken and in need of a touch of the master's hand. To God be the glory.In Jesus Name, Amen

Anonymous Marcia said...

Thank you! I lead a support group for single moms and often I open with a devotional from your ministry. Continually, I am amazed at God's hand in your work as the message aligns with the discussion for the group. Tonight we are speaking about hope - hope in the midst of darkness, hope in the midst of our circumstances, and our ultimate, continual source of hope in Jesus Christ. Some of the moms who come to group are just desperately wanting to connect with other single moms. Some have strong faith, some are seekers, and some are just lost and trying to find their way. Tonight, our opening topic is just acknowledging where we are at today, in this moment and I just again feel your work is divinely touched for the moms that will meet tonight along with all the other hearts you touch. Thank you for your ministry.

Blogger annies home said...

what a wonderful devotion for today you are so right as a mom and a woman we often hide the truth even from ourselves. When we hurt we find something to keep us busy. I myself have found myself in such situations

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Beautiful. Thank you.

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thank you LORD for using Ms. Whitwer for this wonderful devotional! I thought of so many of my family members and friends that this would touch. Thank you Glynnis! Love in CHRIST, Teresa

Anonymous Anonymous said...

thank you!

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I just knew in my heart this morning that my proverbs 31 ladies would have a word for me. I am literally going through a time where I was disappointed in a relationship and it was by someone who attends the same church as I do. I have to see this person every Sunday, and at one point he said that he'd changed. At times I believe he is the one and others I believe God is leading me to walk away. It became a stumbling block to my worship in church because he is our praise and worship leader. It has been a growing period but extremely difficult. I don't want to leave my church because I love it there. Keep me in your prayers as I seek after God's direction.

Blogger Stephanie Garneau said...

Great post Glynnis! Thank you for encouraging us to remove our masks. They're so easy to put on before church each Sunday. But when we do this, people that don't know Jesus can't relate to us at all. It's in our brokenness that we become real. And after we've laid our hurts before the throne of grace, we can take a sister by the hand and lead her there as well. :)

Blogger Unknown said...

This devotional follows on the footprints of "Broken into Beautiful" by Gwen Smith. So many of us are cracked and chipped vessels, that with a little super glue seem serviceable, but still leak a little, and their former beauty marred. Praise God, He can take these pieces of clay, and turn them into precious vases-vases to hold all the love and beauty He wiling pours out. I am one of those broken vessels, put together with super glue. I also a one whom God is taken from broken into beautiful.

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I really needed this right now, Thank you!

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